Well Dr. Looff thought that I would be ready to go tomorrow to have the baby but he said that if we went tomorrow he might as well sign the c-section paper and have the baby in the NICU for a few days so he decided that I'll come back on Friday to check my blood pressure again. Then on Tuesday I would have another Dr's apt and go to the hospital that night and they would start inducing on Wed morning. With all this said it means that I will miss Karissa's 5th grade graduation. I have cried all day and we aren't going to tell her until after Tuesday because in my heart I would love for a miracle where he tells us we can wait until Thursday night.
I've heard that her graduation is a big deal- I was praying that it wouldn't be. I would do anything for my kids and missing this is killing me. She is our first born and I don't want to miss this milestone. I try to do it all and this time I have no control. Jason was trying to make me feel better by saying it's no big deal, but what I found out was that he didn't have a 5th grade graduation in Jamaica so he had no idea what to expect. I'm hoping he'll be able to go and I know Mary will be there (Dennis will be in Jamaica at that time). Mary is going to videotape it, but it won't be the same.
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2 comments:
Tracey,
I'm sorry that you will miss the graduation. Maybe the date will change...there's still hope!
Since the baby will likely come next week, we should be back in Lexington and I will be back at work. Can I stop by and visit you?
Kelly
Hang in there Tracey! I pray that it will all work out just fine with Karissa's graduation. Soon you'll have your brand new baby girl in your arms!
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